Hate Losing

I hate stuff. A lot. All the time.

First coz I dont win anything. Secondly Im losing something as well.

Hate it most someone special is not going to be around. It hurts. A lot. Personally.

Sometimes it makes me believe I did something wrong, but its usually going to be 2 sided. Life goes on. Hurts like hell. Pain tells me Im alive.

But losing the friend is like a scar I did not want. Nor am I proud of.

I hate it. Cant stand it.

Hate Losing...